September 2009
who are you?
i really can't help it when i feel this way.
emotions used to be so hard to control, but over the years i have matured and found ways to look past them, to let them go when i need to be rational. but being rational just sucks so bad when all you want to do is follow what you want and live life like there is not tomorrow. i hate it when i get mad or sad because it really does change a lot about me, i totally become this new person that i...
good.
i hate talking to my dad.
“hey ashley, how was your test” he said
“good”
“how good?”
“good”
“can you just tell me some detail about it”
“i had 2 tests today, they were good”
“what did you get on them?”
“idk i took them just today”
“okay so how did you think you did then”
...
regalame cabeza
i dont really know why life is so necessary to fulfill to the fullest , with all the studying for tests, doing good for college bullcrap, finding a great career/job, getting a great spouse and starting a wonderful family, sometimes all i wanna do is sit back, relax, watch the people who stress about these issues and tell them to regalame cabeza ahora.
i dont care who you think i am, i KNOW who i am,...
that girls shouldnt say things like
“suck my dick”
honestly ladies, do we really need to say it when were fighting with someone? i can understand the whole joking around crap, but when were cussing someone out, do you really want them to give you head? think about it. shit doesn’t make sense and makes you seem very immature and childish, makes it seem like you have nothing better to say. remember kids, you only...
“You look at my skin
Outside not what’s inside you will see
That...”
– Height of Roman Fashion
love is not a game
as i sat in English, my eyes focused on a poster advertising how great of a book Romeo and Juliet was, and I’m thinking…. Shakespeare was smart, but at the same time completely retarded with love. okay maybe what the two lovers had was SOME form of love that i will never understand, but still, they kissed and fell in love, and in the end the love that they shared ended up killing both...
it's time for a letter to my father
6:35 pm. what do i feel? i feel fine, my head isnt clouded with useless emotions such as anger or sadness, im completely normal.
hey dad, its me… ashley, your daughter. do you remember?
do you remember the times when i used to call you crying to come home because mommy was being mean, when i used to beg you to read me a bedtime story, when i used to ask you to take me out shopping or...
what alyssa said:
07.10.08
we were at my house, and we hear this quote “a bad friend stabs you in the back while a good friend stabs you in the front” and alyssa changed that to…
” A bad friend stabs you in the back, A friend stabs you in the front. But a true friend doesn’t stab you at ALL. <3 “
i just went through my old stuff today, found that, and realized how childish...
